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                     "CLOSEDOWN"
                     

      I'm running out of time i'm out of step and
      Closing down and never sleep for wanting hours
      The empty hours of greed and uselessly always
      The need to feel again the real belief of
      Something more than mockery if only i could
      Fill my heart with love



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                  "DISINTEGRATION"
                  

      Oh i miss the kiss of treachery the shameless
      Kiss of vanity the soft and the black and the
      Velvety up tight against the side of me and
      Mouth and eyes and heart all bleed and run in
      Thickening streams of greed as bit by bit it
      Starts the need to just let go my party piece

      Oh i miss the kiss of treachery the aching kiss
      Before i feed the stench of a love for a younger
      Meat and the sound that it makes when it cuts
      In deep the holding up on bended knees the
      Addiction of duplicities as bit by bit it starts
      The need to just let go my party piece

      But i never said i would stay to the end so i
      Leave you with babies and hoping for frequency
      Screaming like this in the hope of the secrecy
      Screaming me over and over and over i leave
      You with photographs pictures of trickery
      Stains on the carpet and stains on the scenery
      Songs about happiness murmured in dreams
      When we both us knew how the ending would
      Be...

      So it's all come back round to breaking apart
      Again breking apart like i'm made up of glass
      Again making it up behind my back again
      Holding my breath for the fear of sleep again
      Holding it up behind my head again cut in deep
      To the heart of the bone again round and round
      And round and it's coming apart again over and
      Over and over

      Now that i know that i'm breaking to pieces i'll
      Pull out my heart and i'll feed it to anyone
      Crying for sympathy crocodile cry for the love
      Of the crowd and the three cheers from
      Everyone dropping through sky through the
      Glass of the roof through the roof of your mouth
      Through the mouth of your eye through the eye
      Of the needle it's easier for me to get closer to
      Heaven than ever feel whole again

      I never said i would stay to the end i knew i
      Would leave you with babies and everything
      Screaming like this in the hole of sincerity
      Screaming me over and over and over i leave
      You with photographs pictues of trickery
      Stains on the carpet and stains on the memory
      Songs about
      Happiness murmured in dreams when we both
      Of us knew how the end always is...

      How the end always is...



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                "FASCINATION STREET"
                

      Oh it's opening time down on fascination street
      So let's cut the conversation and get out for a
      Bit because i feel it all fading and paling and i'm
      Begging to drag you down with me to kick the
      Last nail in yeah i like you in that like i like you
      To scream but if you open your mouth then i
      Cant be responsible for quite what goes in or
      To care what comes out so just pull on your hair
      Just pull on your pout and let's move to the beat
      Like we know that it's over if you slip going
      Under slip over my shoulder so just pull on your
      Face just pull on your feet and let's hit opening
      Time down on fascination street

      So pull on your hair pull on your pout cut the
      Conversation just open your mouth pull on your
      Face pull on your feet and let's hit opening time
      Down on fascination street



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                     "HOMESICK"
                     

      Hey hey! just one more and i'll walk away all
      The everything you win turns to nothing today
      And i forget when to move when my mouth is this
      Dry and my eyes are bursting  hearts in a blood-
      Stained sky oh it was sweet it was wild and oh
      How we...i trembled stuck in honey honey
      Cling to me so just one more just one more go
      Inspire in me the desire in me to never go home

      Oh just one more and i'll walk away all the
      Everything you win turns to nothing today so
      Just one more just one more go inspire in me
      The desire in me to never go home



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                    "LAST DANCE"
                    

      I'm so glad you came i'm so glad
      You remembered to see how we're endeding our last
      Dance together expectant too puctual but
      Prettier than ever i really believed that this time
      It's forever

      But older than me now more constant more real
      And the fur and the mouth and the innocence
      Turned to hair and contentment that hangs in
      Abesement a woman now standing where once
      There was only a girl

      I'm so glad you came i'm so glad you
      Remembered the walking through walls in the
      Heart of december the blindness of happiness
      Of falling down laughing and i really believed
      That this time was forever

      But christmas falls late now flatter and colder
      And never as bright as when we used to fall all
      This in an instant before i can kiss you a woman
      Now standing were once there was only a girl

      I'm so gled that you came i'm so glld you
      Remembered to see how we're ending our last
      Dance together reluctantly cautiously but
      Prettier than ever i really beleived that this time
      It's forever

      But christman falls late now flatter and colder
      And never as bright as when we used to fall and
      Even if we drink i don't think we would kiss in
      The way that we did when the woman was only a
      Girl



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                     "LOVESONG"
                     

      Whenever I'm alone with you you make me feel
      Like i am home again whenever i'm alone with
      You you make me feel like i am whole again

      Whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
      Like i am young again whenever i'm alone with
      You you make me feel like i am fun again

      However far away i will always love you however
      Long i stay i will always love you whatever
      Words i say i will always love you i will always
      Love you

      Whenever i'm alone with you you make me feel
      Like i am free again whenever i'm alone with
      You you make me feel like i am clean again

      However far away i will always love you however
      Long i stay i will always love you whatever
      Words i say i will always love you i will always
      Love you



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                      "LULLABY"
                      

      On candystripe legs spiderman comes
      Softly through the shadow of the evening sun
      Stealing past the windows of the blissfully dead
      Looking for the victim shivering in bed
      Searching out fear in the gathering gloom and
      Suddenly! a movement in the corner of the
      Room! and there is nothing i can do when i
      Realise with freight that the spiderman is having
      Me for dinner tonight

      Guietly he laughs and shaking his head creeps
      Closer now closer to the foot of the bed and
      Softer than shadow and quicker than flies his
      Arms are all around me and his tongue in my
      Eyes "be still be calm be quiet now my precious
      Boy don't struggle like that or i will only love
      You more for it's much too late to get away or
      Turn on the light the spiderman is having you
      For dinner tonight"

      And i feel like i'm being eaten by a thousand
      Million shivering furry holes and i know that in
      The morning i will wake up in the shivering cold
      And the spiderman is always hungry...



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                  "PICTURES OF YOU"
                  

      I've been looking so long at these pictures of
      You that i almost beleive that they're real i've
      Been living so long with my pictures of you that
      I almost believe that the pictures are all i can
      Feel

      Remembering you standing quiet in the rain as
      I ran to your heart to be near and we kissed as
      The sky fell in holding you close how i always
      Held close in your fear remembering you
      Running soft through the night you were bigger
      And brigther than the snow and
      Screamed at the make-beleive screamed at the
      Sky and you finally found all your courage to
      Let it all go

      Remembering you fallen into my arms crying
      For the death of your heart you were stone
      White so delicate lost in the cold you were
      Always so lost in the dark remembering you
      How you used to be slow drowned you were
      Angels so much more than everything oh hold
      For the last time then slip away quietly open
      My eyes but i never see anything

      If only i had thought of the right words i could
      Have hold on to your heart if only i'd thought of
      The right words i wouldn't be breaking apart all
      My pictures of you

      Looking So long at these pictures of you but i
      Never hold on to your heart looking so  long for
      The words to be true but always just breaking
      Apart my pictures of you

      There was nothing in the world that i ever
      Wanted more than to feel you deep in my heart
      There was nothing in the world that i ever
      Wanted more than to never feel the breaking
      Apart all my pictures of you



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                     "PLAINSONG"
                     

      "I think it's dark and it looks like rain" you said
      "And the wind is blowing like it's the end of the
      World" you said "and it's so cold it's like the
      Cold if you were dead" and then you smiled for
      A second.

      "I think i'm old and i'm in pain" you said
      "And it's all running out like it's the end of the
      World" you said "and it's so cold it's like the
      Cold if you were dead" and then you smiled for
      A second

      Sometimes you make me feel like i'm living at
      The edge of the world like i'm living at the edge
      Of the world "it's just the way i smile" you said

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                 "PRAYERS FOR RAIN"
                 

      You shatter me your grip on me a hold on me
      So dull it kills you stifle me infectious sense of
      Hopelessness and prayers for rain i suffocate i
      Breathe in dirt and nowhere shines but desolate
      And drab the hours all spent on killing time
      Again all waiting for the rain

      You fracture me your hands on me a touch so
      Plain so stale it kills you strangle me entangle
      Me in hopelessness and prayers for rain i
      Deteriorate i live in dirt and nowhere glows but
      Drearily and tired the hours all spent on killing
      Time again all waiting for the rain



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            "THE SAME DEEP WATER AS YOU"
            

      Kiss me goodbye pushing out before i sleep
      Can't you see i try swimming the same deep
      Water as you is hard "the shallow drowned lose
      Less than we" you breathe the strangest twist
      Upon your lips "and we shall be together..."

      "Kiss me goodbye bow your head and join with
      Me" and face pushed deep rteflections meet
      The strangest twist upon your lips and
      Dissapear the ripples clear and laughing break
      Against your feet and laughing break the mirror
      Sweet "so we shall be together..."

      "Kiss me goodbye" pushing out before i sleep
      It's lower now and slower now the strangest
      Twist upon your lips but i don't see and i dont
      Feel but tightly hold up silently my hands
      Before my fading eyes and in my eyes your
      Smile the very last thing before i go...

      I will kiss you i will kiss you i will kiss you
      Forever on nights like this i will kiss you i will
      Kiss you and we shall be together...

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                     "UNTITLED"
                     

      Hopelessly drift in the eyes of the ghost again
      Down on my knees and my hands in the air again
      Pushing my face in the memory of you again
      But i never know if it's real never know how i
      Wanted to feel never quite said what i wanted
      To say to you never quite managed the words to
      Explain to you never quite knew how to make
      Them beleivable and now the time has gone
      Another time undone hopelessly fighting the
      Devil futility feeling the moster climb deeper
      Inside of me feeling him gnawing my heart away
      Hungrily i'll never lose this pain never dream of
      You again


